Let say if its only my random thoughts, but i did it often when i was in Jakarta and sometimes since i came to Singapore. I do really like to apply everything that happen around me to my life and as reflection for a journey in my life in God's grace.
This morning, i was wait for the bus to my office after i alight in one of the MRT station. And i'm started to complain because the bus come so long, it takes about 15mnts i guess to wait.
But when i started complaining this, suddenly something bring me back when the time usually i did after office hour. Usually after office hour, i walk with my colleague to the bustop, because we usually took the bus from the same bustop. Sometimes my bus came first before his, so if i have an appointment on that day, usually i just ran and chase the bus, even its still 200meters away or more. But the funny thing is, sometimes i didnt do that. Even i already see my bus are coming, i just said to my friend that i dont wanna ruin my beautiful day by end up running and chasing the bus. Then i just let the bus pass me by and wait for the next bus.
Sometimes in life, there are things that maybe we had to let go. Maybe God's wants us to have sometimes to enjoy our life, maybe only for spend some times with our loved ones or just share the joyfulness to others. The bus that i'm talking is like the chance in our life about anything Maybe you can say it as job, love, carrier, or anything that you can say it as a big chance in our life. There are some bus that maybe the frequency is not that long, but there are some took very long to wait. If its around Bugis, Orchard, we can know it by looking the time board on th bustop, but if its not? of course we can find it on the GPS, but still, what if there's no GPS? We never know when it comes.
In Life, we also never know when all the chances comes in our life. But we have God as our GPS as well. And we can connect to Him 24/7 without Starhub or Sigtel data plan. But sometimes we dont realized about it. Sometimes we can be like kiasu and want to take everything when it comes to our life, same like most of the people when they're waiting the bus or MRT, tryin to get the place when the bus or MRT come without thinking about others. But if they want to take a look for a moment at the board time, maybe the next train or bus only 2 minutes away. Even we never knows what their needs in that time, maybe they need to rush or there's an urgent things. But i dont think its right if their pushing on someone or cut the queuing.
If you realized, sometimes we also do that in our life without giving a chance to God to work on His grace in our life maximum. We forgot to give Him a spare time and to show us how beautiful life is.
Learn how to let go some things and some chances in our life, sometimes show us how to learn to defeat our ego and our ambition as well. And to learn how to surrender our plan and life in God's hand. But of course it will takes sometime for you to discern of all the things that you gonna decide in your life. For me, i always learn how to offer all my decision that i'm gonna take in prayer to Him, even its only take 10 minutes for the urgent decision, but i guess that's how we started to involve God in our life, in every detail in our life.
So, let's start to give Him a space in every detail in our life, so we can see His grace and His work in our life more clearly and we can start to be the witness of His love for others through our life.
Have a blessed day all... GB
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